Paloi !! Bnr tah paloiii

Paloi~ jgn ku di tanya apa yg ku sasak kn. Rasa kn ku hantam org ah..Luan jua pelupa bnar , otakmu d mana kan ko simpan selama ane? D lutut?, mcmana ko bepikir kn? Menyasal ku dulu slalu mrh2 tmpt..XXX..,patut nya aku mrh tmpt mu bh, apa yg kau buat selama ane? Apa tau mu? Apa yg ko belajar? Langsung nada? Paloi tah ko a2 bnar, rasa kn menampar bh mua mu ah! Bae...Rasa kn ku pulas2 ,bgi lada padi, bgi batu berapi bh mulut mu ah, aku yg malu, aku yg sasak, psl ko yg buat mistake. Ko punya psl muaku yg beconteng..Pandai2 lah skit, mengawal mulut munjung mu a2, ada paham kah?, nda ku tkt kn kau,

Peraturan utk penunggang motorsikal

Hairan ku..Kenapa penunggang motorsikal mcm nada peraturan di jln raya a2 kian?, aku tau lah bkn semua rider nya show off, aku tau lah durang cool berabis, mun aku wah, aku pun mau kn ride motorsikal and show off, bt jln raya ane bkn tmpt show off berabiz, kn laju2 ala lumba grand prix ,mun kn belumba beramai2 bkn d jln raya public..Mau mampus apa? Kn belumba ke liang lahad kah?



yes, i kno~ beramai2 bemotosikal andang nda salah tapi nda ta pyh laju x ah, bkn nya mask rider..Mcm handal bnr kn laju2 n mcm kn menyelamatkn dunia usulnya..,mun bnar manasja tah kmu..,bkn kah jln raya ani ada 2 jalan sehala kan, yg kiri sma kanan, tpi knapa rider motosikal boleh pkai tangah2 a2 kn?, sampit peliatan ku, mcm menyamak bnar, nda pun ku nampak tangah2 jln rya a2 khas utk motosikal, kdang2 ada jua ku liat motosikal memutung2, bninya x kn beranak iata gagas x ya,kn tekeluar x anaknya,bkn sja motosikal, org bekerita pun sma jua, brunei ane damit, jln rya pun bkn nya sentiasa sunyi, mcm2 kn d dgr, hit n run pun ada, pandai melanggar org tpi nda pandai tgung jwp, biar lmbt asal selamat, mun telampau lmbt mcm kura2,bek plang jln kaki ,jimat minyak,nda bepedah bekerita toh

Tangah2 dunia?

Mcm2 sja ckp org brunei ani, aku pun keliru, dulu msa aku peumuran dlm 10 tahun, aku tu bckp2 sama cousin ku dapan pintu, tiba2 dtg pengiran kan lalu tmpt pintu ah, bisai g kta nya "bahapa kamu badiri2 dapan pintu ane kan? Tangah2 dunia bh kamu badiri ah, cuba siring2!"



cousin ku andang tau udah maksud pengiran a2, tpi aku yg bangang berabis, biasa~ dulu lmbt loading,lgipun cna jua kn tau, if org nda mengajar, i mean aku bangang bkn apa, befikir ku x tu ah, bkn bh, mcmana boleh pengiran atu tau yg tmpt kmi berdiri tu tangah2 dunia?, main besukat udah kah? Tebayang g tu bumi bulat pusing2 pat angkasa, tpi cna bleh ia tau tu? Jadi knapakn ? Apakah yg akn terjadi jika kmi bdiri tengah2 dunia? Ada black hole kah tmpt atu, like if ada black hole does it suck us into somewhere else?,

My purpose?

I don't know what to do?, what to aim for?, what to search in life?, i don't have any motivation, its like half of my soul, gone!



i'm afraid of death, but thats not stopping me frm thinking one, no, im nt suicidal,tpi just my mind ane sumtimes lingering ntah kmana,every people need sum1, but what if u got no one?, having a friends is nt d same as having family, a friend no matter how close they are, there is stil sum gap missing,

Hari terburuk dan tersedih

Sungguh tak ku sangka dan tak ku duga hari2 ku yg biasa bertukar menjadi hari2 yg paling sedih ku alami, bu bnr tah , nda dpt ku sangka atu kali terakhir aku becakap,ketawa,marah sama meliat kita, walaupun byk kali ku berharap supaya sakit mu di bgi tmpt ku,

Andai aku punya duit berjuta

#1. Gerenti ku beli kereta suzuki swift, kereta idaman x ah coz cute usulnya, porshe, ferarri, modified tu, plus dlm nya ada mp3,laptop,dvd player,speaker,gps tracker, dgn sticker,sport rim,twin exhaust..

#2. Aku mau beli motorsikal sport, dulu minat harley davidson tpi krg byk dah jenisnya, suzuki pun ok jua, skuter kah




#3. Beli dua tiga buah rumah, untuk my real mom..My foster family and me, nda tah payah jauh2,dekat2 aja ha3, besebalahan, aku suka rumah buatan british, 2 atau 3 tingkat,cukup dgn gym, swimming pool, tmpt main badminton, skuash, environment friendly bleh pkai solar energy, garden luas with lots of trees n flowers, especially lavender,

#4. Buat bangunan hotel utk di sewa, ckup dgn restaurant,utk shopping, cinema, garden, mcm beach resort pun ok tu.

#5. Aku mau sponsor filem hollywood n pelakon utama gerenti kate moennig, angelina jolie atau lindsay lohan. Sponsor ghost hunter pun ok.

#6. Aku mau keluar negara, mcm ke jepun..Canggih x ah teknologi nya, liat artis2 manga,bli anime, mkn sushi,udon,sake~,negara bersejarah san francissco, l.A tmpt l word belakon, new york city tmpt shopping, ke u.K,london england,ireland,scotland,new zealand ,las vegas tmpt entertainment,kn gamble,liat konsert, disneyland waha3

#7. Visit bar yg ada label rainbow ha3,

#8. Smbung blajar secara private or ke U.K, london,perth australia manatau kejumpahan c vin sma stan,blajar art, blajar menulis,

#9. Donate ke tmpt org miskin, breast cancer, elderly people,

#10. Opening my own shop, but since dvd,vcd shop is nt goin on so well lately beta find sumthn else to sell *sigh* supplier g

#11.Buy anything my love one wants.

#12. Save it for future.

It's official

Hey, golden heart, how r u today? Btw if u punya nick golden heart which mean heart of gold than it does suits u, ur heart so pure x ah wha3 bnar, if my nick maybe broken heart which mean hati yg slalu rosak ha3 mcm sakit hati bunyi nya, confirm dats me, n i like the sound of dat. Nda plang ku ska org buat ctu to me ,i jz like nick nya sja, ha3 me who hold the heart of darkness, mmg skit ati ne ,ada ubt nya kah?



banyak kwn..Gerenti byk jua lawan nya, nda ja, nda ku pandai kn menjaga hati, apa yg ku fikir logik sma lurus iatah ku practice selama ani, i mean mostly i dont lie , nda ku pandai, klau ku menipu gerenti nampak di raut n gerak geri ku tu, i'm human bkn alien, even so i did lie klau terpaksa, manusia ane bh nada yg jujur seratus peratus, trust who u cn trust, ppl like me who used to be lonely need someone like u, to motivate me, to give me advice, coz i kno time will come sooner or later that i will feel deep loneliness. A person like me , cn be fragile even if i do look tough, a person like me will never be afraid to do stupid things when cnt endure sadness, suicidal? Im too coward to do dat ,bt people cnt be predicted so who knws.

Im jz stating things sja, nothing to blog about so im wasting my time rambling,