Sunday, January 11, 2009
still remember back then
but because of i feel lonely at home sometimes i would lie to them that i got extra class, so after school i probably just went wander off somewhere with friends or just alone. there's nothing to do at home, i couldn't watched tv when he's around. most of what he watched on tv was football and i'm not really into those kind of sport..thinking back those day's when i really wanted so badly to watched a tv or play video games i asked his permission first. now..i did told you that i'm not close with dad and couldn't talked to him..even if i talked only like one or two words came out from my mouth...so it's kinda funny.. we lived in the same house ..but the only way i can talked to him or asked a
permission is by asking my mom to asked for me..or i wrote a letter to my dad..gave it to mom and asked mom to passed it to dad..huh~ it's like living with a jail guard or like passing a letter to a government sector mcm ada process2nya...ehe~ sometimes klau hari minggu2 as i was slleping so soundly like a corpse on the sofa ehem biasa dah tidur tempat living room coz my room don't have fan's so it's hot plus believed it or not i still sleeping in the same bed with mom and dad untill i was 13 ehe~ they couldn't leave me aven a single minute from they're eyes..anyway when time minggu2 like i said ..as i was sleeping soundly on the sofa, he always main lagu2 cassete yang lagu2 disco, habis begagar rumah and sofa tempat ku tidur. before he got these cassete player that attached to two huge speaker..imagine how i felt..when i need a rest and sleep he started to play and turned the speaker to max. i was really frustrated...i even shout and screaming under the pillows, punching the side of the sofa like a crazy maniac. gosh~
i told you i was sleeping in the same room ...same bed with my parent's at 12 or 13 so when i was studying for exam in the room, he purposely turned off the lights out, i'm really pissed but what to do...i grabbed a torch light and started studying in the dark..no way i'm gonna study in the living room alone~ then when i got a good performance and grade at school i actually demanded a gift because at that age i'm beginning to be able to talked to him abit. i wanted him to buy me a ps1 ...and he did...that make me so happy like floating in heaven...then a year after that i asked him to buy a computer..which i didn't like coz it was old model and run so slow but i do appreciated him for that.
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